Seeing someone slowly lose interest in you is probably one of the worst things ever
#ian never really expected him to do it#and i don’t think he really knew what he was trying to accomplish#or what he was really expecting#but it wasn’t this#and he’s just fucking shocked that this boy#who is scared shitless of his dad and his wife#and reasonably so#would actually do something like this#and there’s no other possible reason#there’s no doubt here in ian’s mind#than that mickey does this because he loves him#and wants to be with him#and ian has been looking for that validation throughout their entire relationship#even though mickey has tried to show him over and over again that he did love him and care about him#within the constraints placed on his life#and here it’s to the point where he’s really fighting against these constraints taking a huge risk to his own life#and ian can no longer assume#he can never ever ever believe#that mickey does not love him#and i think he is both shocked that mickey did this#and worried that he may have made mickey do this just to prove a point
how dare you
Flawless in Black and White | Colton Haynes
Throw away all the negative, then let the light in
The wheels take impact and stress off your legs, and the position helps your spine, but you’re still doing running motions instead of biking motions, so your legs are getting a good workout, and you can go for longer
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.
when I was in high school my AP english teacher told us we weren’t allowed to eat in class so I took that as a personal challenge to see what the most ridiculous thing I could eat in class without getting caught was so I started bringing soup to class and as soon as I’d crack the lid of my thermos the tiniest bit this football player that sat like 3 rows in front of me would going “I SMELL MEAT SOMEONE HAS SOUP” and no one ever believed him